I am an active creative. I actively demonstrate that by bearing new fruit daily. I don’t go to a dusty jar sitting on a shelf and pull out decades old preserved fruit. I actively produce daily the fruit of my creativity. It isn’t a choice, it is the thing that demonstrates who I am. One of the fruits I bear is that of being a musician. It’s the fruit I’ve been producing the longest. It’s taught me I can speak effectively through my hands, not with words but with musical notes. I can tell stories and convey emotion that way. Another is through Architecture. As I began my architectural journey, I realized I also speak through my hands, using drawings and sketches. It’s another form of communication, just without words. It’s how I’m made. I can no more do one without the other. I know that because I’ve tried.
This journey has taught me that I’m not a prodigy (and I’ve known a few in both areas) but if I practice enough at what I want to do, with discipline and consistency, I eventually become a prodigy at what I am practicing. When I get to that place, I move from the mechanics of how to get to the solution, to demonstrating the solutions. We sometimes forget that we all are on the journey of being perfected, spending a lifetime pursuing it, but yet, never reaching it. It’s why you never stop practicing your craft beause it challenges you to be better tomorrow than you are today. The longer you pursue it, the more you understand how much there is still to learn.
I say a prayer daily in my morning devotion- I ask God to give me eyes that see, ears that hear, and to have a willing heart, and to always have a teachable spirit. You want to develop a teachable spirit because as soon as you think you know it all, there will be someone you come across that’s further down the path of perfection than you are. Interestingly, they will feel just as you do- there’s always something yet to be learned for them too, and there is always someone further down the path than they are.
We seek to be masters at what we do, yet there are no masters, only students, at different points along the journey. Once you understand that you never need incentives to get better at what you do. Once you think you’ve mastered something, you realize there are many more levels still to go. You spend your lifetime pursuing perfection ultimately understanding you’ll never fully reach it….in this life. But it becomes your daily work that gives you purpose and incentive. That realization becomes wisdom. It identifies and forces you to accept your mortality because you soon begin to realize there is not enough time to do it all. All that’s left to do is to keep reaching higher and never stop believing you can be better tomorrow than you are today. It’s more than enough to keep you occupied for a lifetime. And that is the journey.
